I close my eyes
They misunderstand,
Reassuring “It’s okay to cry”
But I’m just saying, “Goodbye.”
With eyes closed,
breaths deep
I can smell him next to me
Inhale – wood and grass, exhale.
Inhale – varnish and dishsoap, exhale.
Inhale – Old Spice and jetfuel, exhale.
Daddy, I love you, be at peace.
“Missy, I’m right here.”
My dad spent twenty years flying in the Air Force, and another (almost) 20 playing in a hardware store. He could make anything from wood, had the best-looking yard on the block, and thought I could do anything.
My father passed away yesterday morning, after a long, painful battle with multiple ailments. It was not a surprise, but I am still sad. My faith assures me that he is in a much better place, and I have no doubts of this. This is a photo of him and me on his birthday when I went home in August.
10 comments:
He is in a better place.... take solace in that.
You know who and when to call when you need to. :)
Well, your dad was right...you can do anything.
aww jayne, i'm sorry to hear it. you're blessed to have had such a wonderful father. it makes his absence more keenly felt. i pray the memory of his blessing is a comfort to you and the rest of your family.
big hugs.
lecram - as always, thank you.
mintzy - I'm glad you think so. :)
lime - yes, he was wonderful.
That's a lovely tribute to your father Jayne. I'm very sorry for your loss,wish I could give you a big hug. Lelly xx
My deepest sympathies for you and your family.
But in my opinion, he raised one hell of a daughter, and I'm sure he's up there looking down with nothing but pride.
lelly - come hug me in March!
flash - thank you sweetie!
I'm so sorry dove, so sorry...You have my deepest sympathy. I will keep you and all your family in my prayers.
My heart, thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Jayne, his strength is now a part of you.
By the way, I have something for you the next time we are face to face.
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